
INTRODUCING: EMPARA MI
Cinematic, moving, defiant - Empara Mi’s sound is one-of-a-kind. We speak to her about her new single ‘Masochist’, visual world-building, and change in the music industry.
Interview by PORTIA BRAJKOVIC
Hey EMPARA MI, HOW ARE YOU?
I’m very well, thank you! Feeling much better today knowing that YouTube finally lifted the restriction on my new video, so people can find it now! It was a bit spicy, apparently.
first up, why music?
Honestly, there was never a question in mind about it. It was always music and it was always going to be. It's one of the only things in life that I've been very sure of. When people say to me, “I’m thinking about going into music, have you got any advice?” I honestly don’t know where to start because for me it was never really a choice, more of a necessity.
can you describe the empara mi universe and sound in three words?
Immersive, powerful, safe.
WHO IS YOUR MUSIC FOR?
It sounds silly, but me. I have to make music for myself first. Sometimes I write and think that I'm the only person who will get this, or at least know what it's about. It's only when you put music out into the world that you realise it can also be a source of catharsis for other people; it's a beautiful moment when you get to hear from people how the songs have affected or helped them in whatever way that might be.
inspiration can find us or it can be sought out. what inspires you?
Movies inspire me a lot. I love a bit of drama. You know when you’re watching that big finale scene, the guy with his back to the explosion kinda moment, that's when I’m like, “Wow yesss”. That's how I want my music to feel. I think that's why my music leans a bit more cinematic, because I'm almost trying to set the scene for this femme fatale character I like to play in my head.

DESCRIBE YOUR CREATIVE PROCESS.
It's been a slightly different process in the last couple of years. I’ve spent less time in writing sessions and more in solitude, writing when I'm feeling especially inspired. I’ve collaborated with fewer people on this record as I feel like my most honest self when I'm locked away writing lyrics or melodies alone. I can explore without the fear of judgement. Saying that, I've worked with some incredible people and friends on the record and in shooting the videos, which has made the process of bringing this record together something of a dream! For a long time, I think I forgot how fun making music can be, and I'm finally relearning that.
you moved to London as a teenager to pursue music. tell us about that decision AND EXPERIENCE.
I was very sure of it. I can’t remember what point or moment spurred my decision, but I had a spontaneous need to leave and find out if I could pursue this in the real world. I wanted to be around people who wanted to do the same thing. Of course, it was always going to be a risk. Who knows if the risk has paid off just yet! I learnt that I'm far braver than I realised and that my fear of failing was heavily outweighed by my need to pursue this. London is an amazing place to be when you’re in music. It feels entirely embedded in music culture, so you’re never really done discovering yourself or new people.
you just released the visuals for ‘masochist’. HOW DID THAT COME TO LIFE? WHAT ROLE DO VISUALS PLAY IN YOUR WORLD?
Visuals are a massive part for me. It feels like the song is half finished if it doesn’t have some sort of visual to go with. I had this idea that I wanted to show the ‘Masochist’ as a pillar of strength and play off the idea of being both the hero and the villain. The sword was the perfect symbol for that, as it sort of encompasses both of those sentiments. Both the video and song only tell my side of the story, a story of revenge and self-destruction: ‘kill before being killed’. It never tells you whether the guy deserves it or not, so I sort of wanted to leave that one hanging. Revenge seems to be a recurring theme of mine. When I get in that zone, I like to mould myself into a character I imagine myself playing if I was in one of my favourite films, so it made sense to learn a new skill and do a little bit of sword play, as you do.
you also write for other artists. how does that compare to creating for yourself?
It is completely different. You almost have to separate yourself completely from what you would normally do. Recently, I was at a writing camp for an artist, and I asked her to give me some keywords that jumped into her head. I thought that was a nice way of getting into her brain without having to over-analyse her. I also like to think of myself as an empath so, if someone tells me about their life, I feel like I can slip into their shoes at that moment.
"It's my comfy place. I love to be experimental and I don’t think I fully can be with anyone else watching. In my house, my studio is in the garden as I don't even like anyone in the house hearing me whilst I write. Especially when you’re first coming up with ideas, if someone overhears and says ‘I like that’ (as lovely as that is), you might end up going with that idea or melody because someone said it was good, and never know what else you could have come up with. I like to be the judge of where it takes me.”
— EMPARA MI, ON CREATING AT HOME
YOU’VE BEEN IN A LOT OF PLACES IN THE INDUSTRY: AS AN ARTIST AND WRITER, SIGNED TO A MAJOR AND INDEPENDENT. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE MORE OF IN THE INDUSTRY?
I’d like to see a slightly more even playing field. I remember how bad the gatekeeping was back then, but I feel the gates have gotten even higher with the amount of music and artists emerging. That's not to say that it's like that across the board, as I can see a shift in people creating opportunities for independent artists, but generally there are things I'm aware I wouldn't be able to gain access to as an independent. You can’t skip corners, but maybe that's for the best.
what are your thoughts on the direction the industry is moving right now?
Social media is interesting. It can be the worst and the best thing all at the same time. I think that having social media reminds people that their audience and their fanbase are far more important than the idea of industry acclaim. However, navigating around shorter attention spans and a rotisserie of artists put in front of people every day, it's hard not to alter your output to please certain people. That’s something I'm still struggling with: integrity or clickbait. I’m not sure we’re far enough down the line to know what works better in the long run.
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What would we find on your spotify playlist?
Everything you would not expect. What I listen to is very different from what I put out. I like a lot of hip hop and R&B. I very rarely listen to any pop music. I’m very nostalgic and love going back to the stuff I grew up listening to: The Chills, Portishead, Evanescence. I’m definitely not up to date with new artists or what's on the charts. Although, saying that, I have to add Lana Del Rey to the list. She’ll always be my favourite.
What DO YOU DO FOR PEACE?
Today I'm beside the beach. There's something beautifully existential about sitting by the water; that's where you’ll find me clearing my thoughts.
WhaT’S NEXT FOR YOU?
A lot more singles and videos, and then my album ‘Monsters & Masochists’. And then my live shows!!